Rainbows & Sunkissed smiles.

My mind says let go, but my heart won't let it.

2009-12-10T13:50:06Z

I'm really really so thankful work's been alright.
I'm really really thankful I've got the world's best bestfriends.
I'm really thankful I've cheerful people around me.
I'm really thankful so as to not feel really sad.

Where are you now?

2009-12-09T14:43:01Z

Played card games with family tonight, CHEAT.
Daddy's so so so cute, he said " three 3s" and put down 4 cards
Christopher said " two 2s" "oh no, uh...two 3s" so you know he's cheating, and he slides the card on the floor slowly.
And his laugh's so infectious, chubby fatty cute boy.
Daddy asks why I keep frowning and being so serious all the time.
Haha do I?

Anyway having a very tough day right now.
Prom Pictures are up.
Lots of love.

Oh and Work's been great, colleagues are a nice bunch <3
Thank God.

How do you say goodbye to someone you can't live without.

2009-12-09T06:20:45Z

Day's flew by, really. Started work this weeek, it's rather interesting! Colleagues are a really nice bunch, thank God. <3 Prom was yesterday, was a blast. Hahahaha I sounded like a man though, but friends are such a blessing. Gotta work now!!!!! Ciao

<3

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-12-06T20:59:00

2009-12-06T12:59:32Z

There are days that you don't cross my mind
There are days when you make up all there is in it.
It's like a video replaying memories and how blissful we were.
Truely amazingly happy
Should I forget
Should I treat it like you don't exist
Should I give up the most important part of me
Who has left me already.

Updaate more soon.

2009-12-05T06:37:34Z

OMG I sound like a man now. And i can barely speak.
Work starts on Monday.
Prom on tuesday.
Chalet just passed.
I'm busy, and I like it.
Good Remedy.
I kinda miss that calm feeling though.
Bye <3

You'll be kept in my heart, how silly and foolish it may be

2009-12-03T03:49:43Z

Note to self: Grow, learn, laugh, smile, be me.
And don't fall sick.
Love u Bea, Chel, Nah, Marktan, Loo, Syam, Clique
<3

Lots of things to keep me busy ahead,

Marvellous :)

Tumblr

2009-12-02T13:13:18Z

Letting go isn’t a one time thing, its something you do everyday, over and over again.

— Dawson’s Creek

" I’ve spent so much time trying to fix your life that I forgot about mine. This time I’m putting my foot straight through the floor. You won’t be walking through any of my doors anymore. So tell me what’s so wrong with me that you could leave so easily."

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-12-02T17:39:00

2009-12-02T09:39:52Z

Thank God for wonderful friends.

Really.

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-12-02T15:52:00

2009-12-02T07:52:51Z

I guess its just me.
That I can't accept how someone enters your life.
And makes up every part of it.
And then leaves.

I can't accept how someone's never coming back.
Though I wish it isn't true
But I know, some part of me knows, that there's a possibility that
I've been reduced to nothing now.
Some insignificant person who passes through, in and out of your life.

I guess its just me,
That I can't take it. Cos this's not how i treat people.
Especially people that I love.
So so so much.
That I'll give Anything for.

Bel, Wake Up.

Think of things you can thank God for daily.

2009-12-02T07:24:15Z

I absolutely love daily love quotes on facebook <3

Last Paper tomorrow.

Sometimes knowing less, is Best.

2009-11-29T04:56:53Z

All I can say is, I've the best friends the world.
And the best clique I can find.
And a favourite hobby.
A wonderful family and doggy.
And Wonderful memories in my head.

Don't look BELLLLLLLLLLLL

2009-11-29T04:48:44Z

Spend time being happy.
Cos I want you to be happy.

My life in point form.

2009-11-26T16:00:29Z

Made more accessories today <3
They're beautiful!
Got a huge Christmas tree, but Christmas makes me unhappy this year.
Sigh.
Realised i have lots of friends who keep checking up on me, and meeting me,
I feel really really really really blessed.
You've no idea how thankful I am for all of you.
Lots and lots of love. <3

PS, Have you ever wanted to tell someone all about your day, but that someone's no longer there?
Miss going, "Hey you know......................... "
Hugs, and just someone to rely on when everything around you falls.
But this person fell first.
I'm gonna be so so strong. I can take this.
I'm still gonna be me.
With a new hobby! That makes beautiful stuff! <3
Love you all.

Not everything in this age is questionable;

2009-11-25T13:27:07Z

When you love someone,
you love them and do all it takes when they're near you,
when they're away,
you live your life to the fullest,
and love them more than ever deep deep inside.

Does anyone live this quote out?
:)

Thank God for friends who love you.

2009-11-24T16:30:46Z

Yesterday:
Out with the girls was delightful, the best. Lydia made me a cheerup kit! And it's beautiful i tell you!
Timbre and song dedications and just lovely friends who love you.
Went to west coast park after and i got cheered up with sparkles :)

Today:
Met mark today for lunch, Omg he's sucha girlfriend!
Got beads and sutff to make accessories, had yougurt and just talked about old times.
Made a beautiful bracelet today!

Went to the library to get a couple of books on beading and all as well!!
Gonna learn pilates with lydia and the rest hopefully! <3
Meeting chel tomorrow, and belyeo the next maybe hisyam!
Things are getting on pretty fine and i'm keeping myself as busy as possible!
Bel your a strong girl!

You dont have to push someone out of your heart,
You can lock them in,
But feel so blessed by those around you as well.
Knowing that you can't let the people that love you down.

Nah's Tumblr

2009-11-24T03:40:42Z

I have never understood the reasoning for someone to “move on” from a relationship. It’s not like you are really going to “move on”, you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn’t you, and then you have to remind yourself again.

How, how do i move from here. I want you to come back to me, as much as i would go back to you, every single day.

“ I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting better, and so the pain was something I could avoid for days at a time now. The tradeoff was the never-ending numbness. Between pain and nothing, I’d chosen nothing. ”

I'll always believe in you.

2009-11-24T03:05:30Z

Retail theraphy, Girlfriends, H2Hs, Timbre and Westcoast Park Sparkles.
Made my day lots better.
I love good friends. I'm so thankful.
I'm strong enough, I've grown to be.

There's alot to do to keep me occupied, Thank God for good friends.
1. Gym with Chelsea and visit Nah
2. Blogshop and Flea stuff with Bea
3. Pilates Classes with the girls
4.Get a Job
5. Get a Christmas tree, Omg my daddy wants to get a real tree.
6. Meet Syam,Looooooo,Bellz, Dayanna, Sop Limz, Marktanz
7. Play L4d with Chelsea again!
8. I wanna go kite flying, ice skating, cycling, blading, get presents, make accessories!!!
: hairbands, bracelets, rings and what nots.
Hairbandsssss, omg my pretty flowery hairbands.
9.Shopping and outings with Clique and Chelnah
10. I'll just keep myself busy. <3

Ps, Bao be strong, We're both strong enough, i know we are.
You don't need that someone by your side all the time.
It doesn't mean you have to let go, but you just have to appreciate others around who love you.
And you don't have to force that someone out of your heart at all.

Lock my heart away, till then, till forever.

2009-11-23T04:53:04Z

Haha Bea your so cute, We were cycling back in the rain with our food from the market.
Love you Bea <3

I feel alright, I'm gonna be just fine.
I don't feel anything, I feel kinda numb, I not thinking about anything,
I think this's good. Good job bel.

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-11-22T16:41:00

2009-11-22T08:41:16Z

I'm not looking forward to Christmas anymore.

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-11-22T10:14:00

2009-11-22T02:15:05Z

Sent by Nah's Tmblr:

Love is seeing him how no one else does.
Love is when you know he’s not perfect but you see him perfectly.
Love is thinking about him day and night.
Love is when he means the world to you.
Love is when no one else knows how you feel.
Love is the best feeling you can feel.

You know you really love someone when you don't hate them for breaking your heart.

"It’s when you can’t help but think about this person. It’s when you can’t stop wondering if he’s thinking about you too. It’s when you look around the corner, and there’d be something that reminds you of him. It’s when you try to stop thinking of him, and the longest you get is 12 seconds. It’s when his voice makes you heart dance. It’s when his touch makes the butterflies soar in your stomach. It’s when you realize he’s not perfect, and you aren’t either, but you two are perfect TOGETHER. It’s when you try to explain how you feel to him, but you can’t put together the perfect sentence summing it up… That’s love."

It takes a strong heart to love but it takes an even stronger heart to love after its been broken.

I love you nah.

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-11-22T00:37:00

2009-11-21T16:37:12Z

Feast and Whack and Lifetime friends.
My life collapsed yesterday.
But its okay, as I said no matter what happens
Wait. If my heart allows it.

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-11-20T07:48:00

2009-11-19T23:48:47Z

Please don't take the most important part of me away again.
Harder this time.
Baby I'm so scared, I need a hug.

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-11-18T12:31:00

2009-11-18T04:31:08Z

Hold On
You don't know how important you really are.

bellywellyjelly @ 2009-11-18T12:24:00

2009-11-18T04:24:25Z

Tell me so i can continue believing
Tell me so i know its true
Tell me so i could hold on to
Tell me that dreams can come true

Love you

2009-11-17T00:04:28Z

Charles Dickens Great Expectations : Real Love 'Quote'
Life's been terrible.
And I'm trying to stay strong.
Somebody catch me
Cause I can't be like this too long.

Lit Paper today
Econs Paper tomorrow
Another Econs Paper a day after
Just a little more