Made more accessories today <3
They're beautiful!
Got a huge Christmas tree, but Christmas makes me unhappy this year.
Sigh.
Realised i have lots of friends who keep checking up on me, and meeting me,
I feel really really really really blessed.
You've no idea how thankful I am for all of you.
Lots and lots of love. <3
PS, Have you ever wanted to tell someone all about your day, but that someone's no longer there?
Miss going, "Hey you know......................... "
Hugs, and just someone to rely on when everything around you falls.
But this person fell first.
I'm gonna be so so strong. I can take this.
I'm still gonna be me.
With a new hobby! That makes beautiful stuff! <3
Love you all.
Rainbows & Sunkissed smiles.
Cheese, crackers and salty fries.
When you love someone,
you love them and do all it takes when they're near you,
when they're away,
you live your life to the fullest,
and love them more than ever deep deep inside.
Does anyone live this quote out?
:)
you love them and do all it takes when they're near you,
when they're away,
you live your life to the fullest,
and love them more than ever deep deep inside.
Does anyone live this quote out?
:)
blessed
Yesterday:
Out with the girls was delightful, the best. Lydia made me a cheerup kit! And it's beautiful i tell you!
Timbre and song dedications and just lovely friends who love you.
Went to west coast park after and i got cheered up with sparkles :)
Today:
Met mark today for lunch, Omg he's sucha girlfriend!
Got beads and sutff to make accessories, had yougurt and just talked about old times.
Made a beautiful bracelet today!
Went to the library to get a couple of books on beading and all as well!!
Gonna learn pilates with lydia and the rest hopefully! <3
Meeting chel tomorrow, and belyeo the next maybe hisyam!
Things are getting on pretty fine and i'm keeping myself as busy as possible!
Bel your a strong girl!
You can lock them in,
But feel so blessed by those around you as well.
Knowing that you can't let the people that love you down.
I have never understood the reasoning for someone to “move on” from a relationship. It’s not like you are really going to “move on”, you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn’t you, and then you have to remind yourself again.
How, how do i move from here. I want you to come back to me, as much as i would go back to you, every single day.
“ I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting better, and so the pain was something I could avoid for days at a time now. The tradeoff was the never-ending numbness. Between pain and nothing, I’d chosen nothing. ”
How, how do i move from here. I want you to come back to me, as much as i would go back to you, every single day.
“ I was not allowed to think of him. That was something I tried to be very strict about. Of course I slipped; I was only human. But I was getting better, and so the pain was something I could avoid for days at a time now. The tradeoff was the never-ending numbness. Between pain and nothing, I’d chosen nothing. ”
Retail theraphy, Girlfriends, H2Hs, Timbre and Westcoast Park Sparkles.
Made my day lots better.
I love good friends. I'm so thankful.
I'm strong enough, I've grown to be.
There's alot to do to keep me occupied, Thank God for good friends.
1. Gym with Chelsea and visit Nah
2. Blogshop and Flea stuff with Bea
3. Pilates Classes with the girls
4.Get a Job
5. Get a Christmas tree, Omg my daddy wants to get a real tree.
6. Meet Syam,Looooooo,Bellz, Dayanna, Sop Limz, Marktanz
7. Play L4d with Chelsea again!
8. I wanna go kite flying, ice skating, cycling, blading, get presents, make accessories!!!
: hairbands, bracelets, rings and what nots.
Hairbandsssss, omg my pretty flowery hairbands.
9.Shopping and outings with Clique and Chelnah
10. I'll just keep myself busy. <3
Ps, Bao be strong, We're both strong enough, i know we are.
You don't need that someone by your side all the time.
It doesn't mean you have to let go, but you just have to appreciate others around who love you.
And you don't have to force that someone out of your heart at all.